I’ve been working hard lately, riding my bike alone after work and generally trying to keep busy. Much of my cycling has been on my gravel bike. It’s a very comfortable and fun bike to ride. I’ve written about it here before. Mostly it feels DIFFERENT, and that’s what draws me to it. The road bike is still my friend, but I haven’t been training for any events this fall. Training for long rides is a very serious thing. It was much easier when I was riding lots of events from spring to late fall, and I had a group of friends to ride with and keep me motivated. That’s been changing too. Those friends have mostly moved on from the events if not my local area. It has become harder for me to commit the time and effort to solo training, and events can be expensive to sign up for and travel to attend. I’m still riding often, but this year it’s been shorter distances and slower speeds. Those 100 mile events that I used to be enthusiastic about started to wear on my body. That was my first clue that I had to evolve.
For the first time in 19 years the Seagull Century in Salisbury Maryland has been held without me. For a long time, I thought I would miss it, but yesterday the event went on, and I didn’t feel like I missed out. It felt more like I’ve moved on. I’ve ridden it 17 times, and most of the friends who rode with me during the best of those years stopped riding it long ago. A post on the Seagull Century Facebook group suggested that less than 2500 riders were there. When I started, there were 6000-8000 riders per year. Whatever the reason for the reduction in participation, it seems like the event has changed too, and that’s another reason for me to change with the times. I’ve been thinking of new ways to spend my time, and I’ll certainly write about some of them, but for the last 20 years or so a large part of my identity has been “hardcore cyclist”. It’s time I dropped the “hardcore” part, ride for the soul, choose different events for different reasons, and look for different activities and interests. Change is never easy, particularly not to a part of my identity that gave me good times and introduced me to so many excellent people. I have to find a good level of cycling to match my ambitions. Perhaps more than this year’s miles to keep a good fitness level, but no century rides. While I’ve loved riding them, in recent years they’ve started to take a toll on my body. I’m told that a tradition is an experiment that worked. This is true of century rides. The Seagull was an experiment that repaid me many times over for the effort to train for it and complete it. Yet both the event and my relation to it have evolved. As a dear friend asked, Am I going out of habit? Or does it serve a purpose? I think it didn’t serve me to continue. That isn’t a source of sadness, more an acknowledgment of my own evolution. I have good memories and feelings bound up in them, but they don’t serve a purpose for me as they once did.
Recently, I met with a group of friends who all share my love of good Scotch Whisky. My contribution to that meeting is pictured below. We’ve been meeting over good Whisky for many years. We’ve been doing it so long that we’ve refined our tastes. We tend to agree that we like single malts from the Islay region. I’ve found that just because a whisky is aged more doesn’t make it more interesting. Smoother, yes. But the enjoyment is often in the complexity and fullness of the taste. I like whisky that is 14-16 years old for a balance of smoothness and taste. While the Jura 18 is an excellent whisky, my friends and I agree that the Jura 16 is actually a little more interesting on the palate. Tastes change over time just as people do. I enjoy different whiskies as time goes on. Whisky is a complex subject. As you can likely guess, these whisky nights with friends (which include good food as well) are deeply enjoyable and memorable times. It struck me that evolution was happening all around me.

Among these whisky enthusiasts are some whom I once cycled events with. These are times to laugh, share, sift through old memories and even emotions, and let the whisky and camaraderie flow. When I talked of backing away from these events, I was greeted with “It’s about time” and “We all change”, but of course we also set up a short (20 mile) ride in a month or so starting and ending from a brew pub, so despite our advancing years we remain committed to maintaining some of our hobbies and habits, at least for now. The point is that we have all evolved. I am evolving, and it feels odd to have this part of my identity changing. I suppose that my awareness of the changes has caused me to put a lot of thought into what I will become. I have had time to reflect and discuss my desire to move on and explore other interests with close friends, and even through a whisky haze, it made perfect sense. As time goes on, I will write about these new lines of thought and new lines of interest as they come up. This has been a cycling blog for the most part, because cycling has taken up a good deal of my time, but as I evolve, this blog will evolve with me. Stay tuned.





















